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’▓: and he thought over all the delusions whi●ch were now confirming themselves in▓ physical signs.I mean: he had beat▓en Justine, beaten her until his arm ▓ached and the stick broke in his hands●.All this was a dream of

course.Nevertheless o▓n waking he had found his whole arm aching a●nd swollen.What could one beli▓eve when reality mocked the imaginat●ion by its performance At the● same time, of course, he fully recogni●zed that sufferin

g, indeed all illness●, was itself an acute form of self-i▓mportance, and all the teachings of the Cabal c▓ame like a following wind to swell his s▓elf-contempt.He could hear, like the dist▓ant reverbera

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tions of the city’s memory,● the voice of Plotinus speaking, not ▓of flight away from intolerable tempo●ral conditions but towards a new light, a n▓ew city of Light.‘This is no journey fo▓r the feet, however.Look into your●self, withdraw into yourself and loo▓k.’ But this was the one act of which● he now knew himself for ever incapable

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.It i●s astonishing for me, in recording these passa●ges, to recall how little of all this in●terior change was visible on the s●urface of his life — even to those who▓ knew him intimately.There wa▓s little to put one’s finger on — only a s▓ense of hollowness in the familiar — as of a● well-known air played slightly out o●f key.It is

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true that at th●is period he had already begun to

entertain w▓ith a prodigality hitherto unknown to● the city, even among the richest fam▓ilies.The great house was never ▓empty now.The great kitchen-quarters wh▓ere we so often

mind, press

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